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Inspired by someone and a resolution

Thu, 08 Jan 2009 01:47:41 GMT

Last year I intended to draw more and write more. And to be honest I drew less than the previous year, which kind of made me mad. I'm not sure if I wrote more, though. There were also many things that were left unfinished and maybe that's why I have a slight feeling of frustration.

However, inspired by the great courage of a dear friend who, after a lot of thought, decided to show me a bit of one of her favorite fics (and I'm so waiting for her to write more T_______T), I finally decided to work more and procrastinate less. Also to not be as shy as before. If people like my silly things, fine. If they don't, well, at least I had fun doing it. If at least one person likes it, I'll be more than satisfied and happy. And that means also, that I want to finish that table of doom XD.

And with that goal in mind, for the moment, I present you my new and silliest KKM fic. XDD It's kind of AU-ish, with no spoilers.

Series: Kyou Kara Maou.
Rating: G
Genre: Humor, AU-ish, fairy tale-ish.
Characters: Main cast at the moment.
Pairings: Not decided yet XD.
Notes: XDD sorry about my weird English grammar.
Summary: An emissary from a faraway kingdom goes to the Great Demon Kingdom to ask for the king's help.

Once upon a time, in a faraway land, there lived a king of Kings. He was not well known and loved because of his strength or wealth. He was the youngest king that had ever ruled that kingdom: the Great Demon Kingdom. He came from another world, although his soul was entirely of demon nature. But he was well-known because, uncommon of his own people, he was kind-hearted and loved every little living being.

One day, an emissary of a faraway kingdom, came to his land with an urgent request.

"Oh Majesty of Majesties, King of Kings, no equal among demons..."

"Err...thank you," the king interrupted with a smile. "I appreciate it, but maybe you should tell us what brought you here."

"I deeply apologize, Your Majesty. It's just that it is such a great honor to be in the presence of a great ruler like Your Majesty."

"There's no need of that kind of formality. Please call me Yuuri."

"Oh, Your Majesty. I'm so honored, but I'm nothing but a humble emissary. I couldn't possibly call such a great king like yourself by its first name," said bowing his head.

"And what is the important matter that it needed such an urgent assembly?" asked a long-haired guy, frowning.

"Well, near our kingdom, there's a smaller kingdom that is isolated by a dangerous forest. Via pidgeon, we got a note that the princess of that kingdom has been locked up in a tower by her cruel uncle. The people of such kingdom seem desperate to save her, but they say that the uncle, who seems to be hungry of power, possess some kind of wizardry unknown by them and they're scared to fight him."

"That's terrible!!" exclamed Yuuri horrified. "We have to go and save the princess, Conrad! We will departure right now."

"But Your Majesty," squeaked a lavender-haired man. "It's not affair of the Demon Kingdom. And we don't know what dangers could await us."

"Someone is being captive, Gunter! I can't turn a blind eye."

"But Your Majesty..."

"You know you can never argue with his Majesty's wishes, Gunter."

"I'll come with you then."

"But who would take care of the castle if you leave?"

"Leave it all to me! I will take care of the castle as if it were my own," said cheerfully a redhead woman at the front gate when everyone was ready to depart.

"Why Anissina?"

"Stop worrying. She always takes good care of the castle, Gwendal."

"That's because we always get back before she blows up the whole kingdom with her inventions," Gwendal muttered under his breath.

"If it's settled then, let's go."

And with a last look to the castle, King Yuuri and his counselors started their trip to rescue the princess of that unknown kingdom.

I'm amazed!!!!!!!!!!!! XDDDDDDDDDDDD

Mon, 15 Sep 2008 03:43:59 GMT

tiamat_tealover is energetic.

You've got the energy level of a small yip-yap dog. And, much like those dogs, I hope you get run over by an ice cream truck. Yeah, that's right. I said it.

wanna know your lj's moodring color? enter your user name and hit the button. (discussion thread)

How can I get emotionally distant in my other journal and almost HYPER in this one??? XDDD

Agh, I was going to work this week on the WolfxMukuro thing this week, but since I'm sick, I can't seem to think properly or coherently *sighs*

First part of this crazy thing

Mon, 08 Sep 2008 05:25:09 GMT

XDD Okay, Ruby, here you go with my crazy idea ~~that wants to become a multi-chaptered monster~~. I hope you enjoy it and that is not too crazy.

:P And sorry for spamming you, Lena.

Title: ==Not yet==
Series: Crossover (Kyou Kara Maou/Katekyou Hitman Reborn)
Rating: G (for now, I think XD)
Warning: Probably bad grammar (and very raw XD)
Note: XDDDD Ruby, if this pairing becomes my new OTP, I'll blame you forever!!!!!

And so much love to my new icon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

He woke up in the middle of the most beautiful flower field. It was so colorful and aromatic, so vast he couldn't tell were it finished. It was surreal.

"This is a beautiful place, is it not?" he heard from behind.

Feeling alarmed by the unknown voice, he quickly tried to reach for the pommel of his sword, just to find that his sword was not attached to his belt and, as a matter of fact, it was nowhere to be found. Maybe he had to fight with his fists and his element.

He turned around and found a guy with the strangest hair he had ever seen seated on a rock, a smile pasted on his face, showing how much he was enjoying his reaction.

"Certainly, it is interesting. I was looking for Tsunayoshi's dream and somehow I ended up here."

"Who are you?" he demanded.

"No need to be defensive. I'm not going to harm you," he grinned. "My name is Rokudo Mukuro. But you can call me Mukuro."

"Like I'd like to treat with someone like you. How did you bring me here?"

"In fact, I think that you were the one who brought me to this place. This seems to be inside your dream, mister..."

"I don't have to tell you my name."

"Well, it's polite, since I have told you mine. If you want, we can stay here in silence until you wake up."

Even if the offer was tempting, he was not the type to stand doing nothing in an unknown place with a mysterious person without getting some answers. As much as he wanted to think that it was a dream or, in this case, a nightmare, it could as well be another well planed prank made by the Great One.

"My name is Wolfram von Bielfeld," he muttered.

"And now, isn't it better?"

"And who did you say you were looking for?"

"Ah, my beloved Tsunayoshi, the most interesting mafia boss in history."

"What the hell is a mafia?"

Mukuro laughed, which made Wolfram scowl. Was that person mocking him? It was a perfect reasonable question. In the Great Demon Kingdom there was nothing like this 'mafia' thing.

(TO BE CONTINUED)

I would not call this a prologue or a first chapter. XDD But for sure is going to be continued, ahahaha.

First idea from the table of doom

Wed, 11 Jun 2008 23:49:59 GMT

XD I never thought feeling mad would be so tiring... <---random revelation.
I wrote a rant to post here, but after I finished it somehow made me feel better (XD even if I'm not posting it anymore); however, I feel drained also.
I was telling a friend also about how much it seems I love to make my life more complex than it already is. D: Honestly, some things could be so easy. But oh well. XD It's true what was mentioned on my personality test about me wanting a calm life...

@@ I'm finally starting to consider how much fandom is corrupting me. Yesterday I was checking fandomsecrets as usual and I checked one of the secrets that left me, well... D: surprised. I mean, I was certain there'd be fics for that, but to see a fanart...well, that's uhm...new. And then I read the comments and oh god...found out about some other fandoms and I felt I have been living under a rock. But also, I will never touch those fandoms, ever.

And also now I was looking at the cover of a KKM doujinshi, where Wolfram appears (and his hair looks a bit green) and don't ask me why but he reminded me A LOT of a character of Beyblade and I was like, "asfasdasdad, no way!! Don't crossover it, dammit." .__.u And somehow, something tells me it'd not be that hard to crossover The Majestics with KKM...because Johnny's castle makes me think that hides a lot of secrets, dun dun...

Yeah, I'm hopeless!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >_< Stupid plunnies of doom.

:P Anyways, I decided to put my bad feelings aside and start with the table of uber doom ~~and procrastinate in the process @@~~ so hopefully I can finish it before the year ends *_*.

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Prompt: 7. Friends
Series: Kyou Kara Maou (XD how shocking) NO SPOILERS =D
Characters: Wolfram, Conrad, mentions of others.
Rating: G (D: because it seems that it's the only thing I can write XD)
Note: *__* Well, I wanted to write something like this for the Wolfram fanfic meme, but I was never able to finish it, so...
:P It's weird also how my mind works, writing fluff now.

It would have never occured to him that after all the years he pushed his brother away, all the years he didn't acknowledge him as his brother, the years he missed spending with him because of his stubborness, that his brother would end up becoming his best friend.

It didn't happened in an instant, of course. And he wasn't going to deny that somehow with the arrival of Yuuri to the Great Demon Kingdom, the boy had given him a little push and made him open his heart little by little and see his brother again with the innocent eyes his young self did.

It started with calling his brother by his first name. It took him a lot of effort to forget about his pride and do it. Also, he wasn't sure if it had been the right choice, because after the name left his lips, nervousness run through all his body and fear of rejection started to be born. But after looking at the glint of his brother's surprised eyes and the warme smile he gave to him--one he hadn't seen for years--he knew it had been worth it.

Then he let his little big brother touch him and he allowed himself to touch him as well. The first times it felt awkward, but with the pass of months and years, it became something natural for them, a way to communicate, needless of words.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Wolfram was watching his little, well, not that little now, daughter play catch with Beatrice and Yuuri. He still couldn't understand what was so appealing about that game. He really did try his best to enjoy it when Yuuri invited him to play, but after all this years, it was as weird and silly as it was the first day he played the game with the king.

However, looking at his beloved ones having so much fun, with smiles on their faces, and enjoying the youth of their hearts, always made him happy. He couldn't really stop the smile forming on his face.

"Greta, Beatrice, you can beat Yuuri!" he shouted from where he was, making Yuuri get distracted and mad for not cheering him as well.

"Why don't you join them?"

He heard soft footsteps approaching the place where he was sitting and then felt Conrad sat beside him. Now he could feel the warm smile of his brother on him, which was followed by a hand on his shoulder.

"Ah, brother," he said absentmindedly, still smiling at them. "I prefer to watch them play."

"Don't you think that's a bit selfish?" Wolfram furrowed an eyebrow and felt his heart stop. It had been a long time since his brother called him that. After all of what he had done to change, how could he still see him as a selfish brat?

He didn't answer and continued staring at Yuuri and the girls in silence, not having the courage to look at his brother's eyes and demand an answer. He didn't want to show the brunette the hurt he had forgotten a while ago.

Conrad stood up and positioned himself in front of him. It was then when he looked at him, trying to remain calm and show no emotion on his face at all. Conrad smiled at him, as if he hadn't said nothing weird in particular.

"You shouldn't be so selfish to have your person just for you. I'm sure they'd love you played with them. I also would be grateful that you could let us enjoy your presence more and let us be witness of your beautiful smile once in a while, little brother."

Wolfram looked at him, perplexed, not believing that it was that what his brother meant. Wanting to kick him for making him revive forgotten feelings, to make him pay. But how could he resist that warm smile...

"Shall we join them then and help Greta and Beatrice?" he said, holding his hand out for Wolfram to stand up.

"Fine," he grinned, grabbing his brother's hand. "Let's show Yuuri we can play better than him, brother."

Lalala, hope you liked it??? *_*

Table of doom

Tue, 10 Jun 2008 01:21:14 GMT

Okay, I think it's time to work on my writing more if I really want to improve and all that, and I found the perfect excuse for that, wahahahaha.

I saw this thing about a table on a friend's journal and I said, why not? It looks like fun... and I was going to do everything for KKM, but to be honest, I know me, and I will probably not get enough inspiration for that, so I will use many fandoms and if the muses of original touch me, I'll be glad too.

:P Rimi, tell me if you're interested also in this so we can choose another table too.

So here it goes....
Unfortunately, the next two weeks are going to be a bit busy and I will probably won't be able to work on it as much as I'd like to (not to mention chat. :( I'll miss chatting with Lena and Immie like always) unless I'm getting too stressed and I use it to calm myself down, ahahaha.

Taken for sheer pleasure from 100_situations

001.	Tired	002.	Back Alley	003.	Sunrise	004.	Late	005.	Son
006.	Hot	007.	Friend	008.	Floor	009.	Cheat	010.	Think
011.	Disgust	012.	Shelter	013.	Borrow	014.	Chair	015.	Alter
016.	Peace	017.	Beach	018.	True	019.	Crazy	020.	Love
021.	New	022.	Beggar	023.	False	024.	Happy	025.	Cancer
026.	Pickpocket	027.	Reverse	028.	Deliver	029.	Arrival	030.	Fall
031.	Knife	032.	Torn	033.	Danger	034.	Neutral	035.	Mate
036.	Fly	037.	Loud	038.	Touch	039.	Seek	040.	Argue
041.	Work	042.	Sink	043.	Nut	044.	Stuck	045.	Animal
046.	Pray	047.	Kill	048.	Light	049.	Cold	050.	Affair
051.	Restaurant	052.	Movie	053.	Wait	054.	Patient	055.	Crime
056.	Choke	057.	Fever	058.	Summer	059.	Eat	060.	Thirst
061.	Chance	062.	Appear	063.	Whisper	064.	Day	065.	Scream
066.	Fail	067.	Confused	068.	Smile	069.	Come	070.	Alone
071.	Fast	072.	Slow	073.	Return	074.	Fire	075.	Positive
076.	Baby	077.	Upset	078.	Kitchen	079.	Winter	080.	Ignorant
081.	Fool	082.	Afraid	083.	Prison	084.	Sex	085.	Hate
086.	Alarm	087.	Genius	088.	Negative	089.	Flood	090.	Bomb
091.	Hospital	092.	Trap	093.	Celebrate	094.	Old	095.	Disappear
096.	Writer‘s Choice.	097.	Writer‘s Choice.	098.	Writer‘s Choice.	099.	Writer‘s Choice.	100.	Writer‘s Choice.

Also I remember there was a fanart challenge around somewhere... D: wonder where it was...

P.S. XD btw, it seems that some of my classes are finally paying off. I started oils a bit ago and it seems one of my teachers has liked the results a lot (XD I was a bit...not shocked, but it was kinda weird, ahahaha) and he was even asking me if I thought I would be able (if not now, in the future) to finish one or two paintings in a day and I was like, "what the hell? What? oO" and was telling me at how much I should sell paintings in the future and all. XDD I was...dunno the word to describe it. But it feels weird. Oh well... I think it's kinda the first time I feel I have improved a bit, even if it was a very weird compliment, I think XDDDD. It seems I'm not that bad with traditionals, lol.

I'm not dead... XD

Fri, 06 Jun 2008 21:56:06 GMT

Okay, I haven't written here in a while, but sometimes life is so weird I wonder where it is going anymore. XD And I guess my humor is not at its best right now (not because I'm cranky, but probably seem more distracted than usual.)

I've been struggling with myself in the last few days, wondering if I made a good decision some days ago or if I'm just kidding myself, being all optimistic, idealistic ~~and hopeless~~. Because even if I try to be focused thinking everything is going to be okay, something deep inside (probably the tiny bit of hurt that is left) thinks that it's not going to be like that.

XD Also, knowing that a RL friend is getting married soon made me feel really happy for her, because I think she's really fortunate for having this opportunity of having found the love of her life and that she's gotten even a wonderful job and a beautiful house, and she looks really really happy. But sad at the same time, because it made me think about a lot of stuff about my life and what I'm doing now. And there's this feeling of being stuck in a place/time where I don't know what I want to really do in the future, probably being more afraid that I won't be able to do it.

I had a dream some years ago of what I wanted to do in the future, then a lot of things happened and I couldn't focus on it as much as I wanted to (and somehow even forgetting a bit about it,) not to mention people telling me how idealistic ~~difficult and impossible~~ they thought it was. And now that I'm trying to focus on it again, I'm so scared ~~and probably in denial~~ that I'm not sure at times if I'm doing the right thing. I mean, I'm not the most intelligent, talented, skillful, knowledgeable person not even in my 'field'. I'm probably more or less good in practice knowing the theory and how to apply it, but not knowing exactly the names of all the theories/terminology/books/authors of reference books/history/etc. I'm conscious and fully aware of it. Someone told me that sometimes studying took all your life, that you never finish learning (and I think it is kind of true, but I guess they were refering a lot about life too.)

So many times I asked myself why wasn't I able to face my dream again and was never able to come to an answer and I'm not even sure if I got the answer or not. I guess I'm just too afraid of it and I took too seriously what people used to tell me, even if it's true or not. One decides what's going to do with their life.

XD I guess now I feel kind of old and I see all my friends growing so fast or something or knowing so certainly what they want to do all their lives or that they've already firm roots for their future that it's overwhelming and it makes me ask myself what I'm doing wrong...

So I'm sorry if I'm kind of absent/distracted lately.

And sorry about my weird rant here!!! XDD I guess it didn't make a lot of sense, but I needed to get some of it out of my system or I thought I'd just explode.

(Geez, wasn't this account for crack ONLY? D: )

Oh well, back to what brought me here. My friend Rimi (butterworth_3rd) and I finally started our project to finally practice and improve our writing skills (in my case, I hope my English isn't that weird that makes her eyes bleed.) ~~and I know I still owe you a drawing!!! I hope my hands cooperate for other stuff than just my homework XD.~~ XD Also to see if our imagination finally cooperate with us or something. So far I'm really excited. XD In the past, we have written inner mind theatres together in MSN and it was tons of fun, so I think we will have tons of fun also and I can pray she'll finally get enough inspiration to continue her fanfic :D.
XDD And I'm also kind of happy she started to read the Harry Potter books and it seems she's enjoying them a lot. XDD They eat your soul!! Guess I forgot to tell you.

Oh yeah, yeah... XDD I get distracted really easily.

XD I have some ideas for ficlets/fics I started a while ago but haven't been able to find a way to finish them yet. Most of them, as you can imagine by now, are crack XD.

I wonder if people would like to read them, because I think they're too weird!! Also, the thing is that two of them are AU and I have bad memories (not about my old fics) of people who don't like AUs at all D:. But I'll give it a chance and see what happens.

XDD Also, merman!Gunter won't leave me alone until I write something for him looking at prince Yuuri running by the beach in the mornings or something like that XDDD. *gets shot*

And my dark thing... XD I don't know what to do with the son and daughter of the man I told you about. Do I want them to plot with him? Do I not? I'm not sure yet. So far they're kind of neutral and have shown a sensitive side to the guys, but I'm not sure if I want it to be genuine or not and to make the father take advantage of it (XD either way, he's going to take advantage of the circumstances, so...) Oh well...I guess time will tell XDD.

And hopefully you'll see my crack here (XD either piccies or drabbles or whatever.)

And in other news:

I just finished watching "Toward the Terra" (Terra e) and I have only one word to describe it: FANTASTIC!!

I think, for ME, it has been one of the best animes I have watched so far. I loved it to pieces. It's just so wonderful and beautiful ~~and sad~~ and I wanted more.
It made me cry so much I cannot even believe it. The last ten minutes of the last episode of the anime I was sobbing and crying because it was damn sad and beautiful at the same time and I didn't want it to end ~~like that~~.

The art was amazing, some characters were wonderfully managed (and developed), the music was so nice (I fell in love with the second opening), the plot was interesting and I just LOVED it. I'd never be able to finish my explanation of how wonderful it was for me. It has a nice place in my heart now <3.

But you know what that means also, right?

XDD That I want to draw everything and everyone. I'm even considering doing a lot of traditional art (something bad happened to me, I just know it.) Just so I could draw Blue, Shiroe, Jomy, Physis, Tony, Keith, Swena, Sam, Rain, everyone!!! XDDD
I think at least I'll do some painting for Shiroe and/or Blue to have it in my room or something, ahahaha. Oh well... XD

:3 This was just so you know that if I don't come around with KKM ideas (fanarts) is because of this series *___*.

How I turn fluff into drama (in 5 steps)

Wed, 21 May 2008 03:23:05 GMT

I'm so thinking I really can't write long stories for the life of me.

This story that has been kept in the darkness of my comp for many months is so not cooperating. I decided I was going to finish it, no matter how long it takes me, how much I cry to achieve it (I hope this doesn't happen XD), etc. I'm determined.

I commented with some people that this little KKM story involved some political issues that were left unresolved by Stoffel...

At first everything was okay...this man appeared and looked like a total royal gentleman, who eventually was going to show his true colors, not that it was going to be too angsty for him or the guys at all.

Then the story was going to focus a bit on Wolfram and Yuuri's relationship and go back to an incident that happened during a diplomatic visit to this person's castle. It was going to be neither Yuuram nor Wolfyuu at all since I think none of them, from my POV, leaded here and they changed roles oftenly (XD hope that makes a bit sense.) Each one of them contributed to the relationship in they're very own way, Wolfram doing something, Yuuri doing something, etc.

It was going to go back to some other unresolved matters in the process but it was going to be a 25% angst/25% fluff (XD the rest...plot?) I'm not sure how that story was going to end, since I had several scenes I didn't like at all and I was gonna get rid of them...

BUT THEN, a few days ago a new idea came to my mind to improve this thing; it looked mysterious and interesting, so I started working on that one...

And what do I get?

DRAMA AND MORE DRAMA that is leading to a very very ~~tragic~~ twisted path I'm not sure I want to touch at all.
The same guy I was using at the beginning instead of becoming annoying has turned to be now a total asshole and a tyrant. How? I wish I knew...This, taking the guys (and I mean, everyone) to very dark political issues and intrigues that are going to affect how people in Shin Makoku see them very horribly...

I'm frustrated now. A part of me wants to use that and add more drama spice to this. But another part of me tells me that if I exaggerate with the spicing, I will regret it later because it's going to turn out too complex and twisted (and weird) and I won't know what to do in the end.

I don't know what to do T___T. Do I really want to make them suffer that much so I can fullfill my dark purposes?

Why can't I quit you, my ~~beloved~~ fic?

Maybe I should keep writing short thingies and fluff...Or just drawing XDDD.

XDDD And now I ask myself...this account was created for crack purposes.

WHERE'S THE CRACK?

I'M SO PWNED NOW

Fri, 16 May 2008 23:09:25 GMT

Okay, I should be working now on my assignments and not procrastinating, but I had to say this now before it eats my soul.

*** KKM ramblings ahead (:D SPOILER-FREE, LENA)

Okay, so after a lot of time, I'm starting to really think that I'm liking Conrad/Yuuri/Wolfram XDDD. WHAT? Yeah, yeah...but not in the 'I support it way' but really starting to like it ~~A LOT~~ XDDDD. (And I'd have written this on my other account, but I don't want people to come and kill me YET XDD.)
I will just say this. XDD This new season is not helping me a lot. It only makes me want to ship almost everything *dies*. I find those three TOO CUTE for words. They just make things that make me squee like crazy.
And have I mentioned how much I love Yuuri now? XD My love for him has skyrocketed. I love all characters now with burning passion (My poor heart and soul D: )
XDDDDDDDDDD AND I WANT TO DRAW EVERYONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

>_< BUT RESPONSABILITIES GO FIRST <---why am I here then? *gets bricked*

*** Junjou Romantica ramblings (AMBIGUOUS SPOILER? I mean, err...not too much said XD)

XD Found that mangatraders had some chapters I didn't have and I'll just say that one made me laugh a lot because of this new character. And I'll just say that this character reminds me a lot (with his looks) of one KKM character (XDD stop crossovers of doom!!!)
And I hope this turn out to be interesting or I'll be sad!

*** Code Geass ramblings (NO SPOILERS)

OMG, new episode has been one of my favorites so faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar.
The action was amazing. Some scenes were so sad and beautiful at the same time <---is that possible? XD well, for me it is.

D: And why is Suzaku hated so much??? I don't get it!!!!!!!

*** FullMetal Alchemist ramblings (NO SPOILERS)

OMG, HOW MUCH I MISSED MY FMA MIX!!!!!! <3
New chapter was amazing. I missed Ed's amazing personality. And so much love to the rest of the characters!!!!!!!! <333 Wish fandom was more active (XD and I agree with one f!s's secret! I wish there was more het for this series!)

XDDD Okay, that being said, you'll wonder, what now???

*______* Just to say the plunnies are way TOO tempting not to pay attention to them!!!!

Conrad/Yuuri/Wolfram is probably going to be the end of me ~~I'm digging my own grave, I know, I know XDDD~~, but you know what??? XDD It's going to be worth it <3.

The KKM/Rayearth project/ideas are still ongoing!!! WAHAHAHAHA. But who knows when will I be able to work on that.

Code Geass is tempting me too much right now XD. And pity I'm part of minority there (what?)

FMA's newest chapter has made my love for the manga burn again so much. *____* Tempted to draw FMA fanarts again too!!!

:D RIMI, want me to write that now that I have evidence and pics to sustain it??? XDDDDDDDD

And I found the FANSERVICE MEME!!! >____< I want to do it so muuuuuuuuuuch, but can't now. Too tempting. And I still owe Ruby one. (Rimi, you were right, they're evil and eat souls.)

And I'll go now before I start to write more stupid things XD.

EDIT: XDD I hope it's me being paranoid (and not right this time), but I hope me saying I found cute a Conrad/Yuuri moment doesn't make people think I'm such a traitor (?????) to Wolfyuu/Yuuram *laughs*. u_u I cannot help myself when it comes to cute moments in general. Sorry, fandom XDDDDDDDDDD.

I FAIL AT WRITING STUFF

Sun, 11 May 2008 02:35:29 GMT

*sighs* I FAIL at writing smut (XD or something like that), for serious.
And...I was supposed to finish the KKM cut scenes today, but...well... XD maybe they're not ready to see the light yet.

This was going to be a smut fic, but in the end the idea didn't want to be written like that. D: Why, oh why do I only write cute?

I blame butterworth_3rd and her dream about KKM's season 4 (XD yeah, YOU READ RIGHT), for serious!!!! It IS epic XDD.

I'm sorry, RIMI ;_________________;.
I'm sorry I took your awesome dream and that little line for my dark purposes XD. Be thankful the smut didn't want to be written and that I didn't involve kumahachi honey in this XDD.

Title: Light in a dark night
Characters: Shouri and Morgif, but mostly Shouri-centric. Mentions of Yuuri. (;___; It was going to be MorgifxShouri ~~yes, you read right, I'm such a sick person x_x~~...maybe the next one?)
Genre: Kind of angsty??? dunno XD.
Rating: PG, I guess.
Note: Based a bit on butterworth_3rd's dream. Go read it? :D ~~You're so gonna kill me, Rimi XDDDD~~
WARNING: Etto... Un-betaed????? oO

It had been a tiring day for Shouri. The searching for the next spot to fullfill Yuuri's mission was going nowhere. No matter how much he asked in different towns, to different people, he was getting nothing at all. Some people didn't seem to understand what he was talking about most of the time. But some suspicious people made him think he was going to be killed by them if he asked more.

He sat on the bed and removed his wig and lenses. It was tiring to pretend he was a human and not a threat. No matter how much his little brother had made in the past to create a better world for humans and mazoku, there were still many people who believed in old folk tales and superstitions, not to mention how they could not forget about the war. They still believed that mazoku were dangerous and the most terrible people of all. Moreover, that dark hair and eyes were the worst of omens.

He continued to remove his boots covered of mud and dirt and his clothes coat and velvet, that were in no better condition. He layed in bed for a while with his eyes closed, just listening to the crickets outside and the chattering of townspeople downstairs. Somehow, that didn't calm his heart and his worries about his little brother, who was resting on the contiguous room of their joined room.

Shouri insisted they stayed in a smaller room but Yuuri was acting very stubborn lately. He kind of understood. Today was going to be a week since they said goodbye to Wolfram and the rest. He knew Yuuri was worried about them, but also about the big burden this mission was for him, since a lot of people had faith in him and he was unsure he could go till the end. But he was strong and determined. Shouri knew he was going to fullfill this mission and be victorious. And that people finally would see what his little brother wanted to prove: that mazoku and humans were able to live in peace and be friends.

Shouri sighed deeply, trying to move those thoughts to the back of his head. Doing that, his thoughts went back to his life on Earth, trying to remember the last time he tasted his mom's curry or when he would go and watch secretly his little brother's baseball games...it looked like decades ago. Only blurry images came to him. But his thoughts were interrupted by the other voice that had accompanied them during this last week.

He opened his eyes and found Morgif resting on the only chair of the room. If he knew better, he'd have thought that the sword was worried about him.

He closed his eyes again and this time he tried to forget about whatever thought that came to mind and tried to get some sleep. It was true he felt sleepy and tired at the moment and that he hadn't sleep a lot lately, being scared that Yuuri decided to continue the mission on his own and leave him behind to keep him safe. But he couldn't help to feel like protecting him, even if his brother told him many times he didn't need protection from him.

However, even if his brother didn't want his protection, he was going to do whatever he could for him, so he could have a little share of the burden his brother was carrying on his shoulders.

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He started to feel his body was reaching his limit. If he didn't sleep now, he'd end up getting sick sooner or later, and that'd really make his little brother worried and leave him behind so he could recover. And that'd be the worst case sceneario ever.

Midnight.

One o'clock.

Three...

Probably four. He wasn't sure anymore. At least the noise downstairs diminished.

But no matter how long he tried, it was getting impossible. Every minuscule noise, even only the soft wind out there, was unbearable and sounded louder than it was in reality. And above all, the sound of Morgif's moans were what distracted him the most.

He wondered if it was possible the continuous moans were due to the fact that he was ignoring the sword. Maybe he should try to stop so it would let him sleep.

"I know you're worried about my brother too," he said with a calm voice.

The sword started to make louder voices that sounded of disagreement.

"You're worried about me?" he asked it and Morgif's moans sounded as if Shouri was right.

Morgif continued emiting weird noises, making Shouri to open his eyes and adopt a sitting position. Shouri stared at the sword for some minutes while Morgif continued speaking non stop.

Then silence came and a small smile started to form on Shouri's face.

"Thank you...," he said before laying again and closing his eyes, feeling suddenly sleepy, but kind of relaxed, knowing that, if only for a few hours, until Yuuri woke up he was going to rest and not feel as alone as he had felt since the journey started.

They were with Morgif, and the sword would support them till the very end.

WHY AM I PLUNNIED SO EASILY??? u_u saa, sad I couldn't write the smut *sniffs*. Maybe I'm not done for that.
XD Maybe it was better I didn't traumatize you.

Crossovers of mega doom

Fri, 09 May 2008 19:50:47 GMT

First, waa, why life is so weird sometimes? *facepalm*
Just when I think I walked a step ahead, it feels like I'm being pulled from behind again *sighs*.

Okay, enough RL rant for my crack account.

Now let's go to our main topic today :D.
And it's behind a cut because of length XD.

=D Sooooooooooooooo... I was telling Lena and Rimi yesterday about this weird idea of crossovering KKM and Magic Knight Rayearth. XD I'm not sure how that happened, it just happened, lol. I think it was because I saw this cute fanart of Hikaru and suddenly I felt all melancholic, since Rayearth (and Sailor Moon) was what made me love anime so much. So in the end an idea came to my mind.

*__* I was like thinking that Yuuri and Hikaru could be like BFF, because both are very optimistic and want to see people happy and they have a lot of interesting ideas about justice *sighs happily*. XD I dunno, I think they would get along very well. XD And then I was imagining them hanging around with Murata and having some ice cream (XD I'm starting to think I have an ice cream fetish as well *wonders*.) I'm weird, I know XDDD.

Then there was the idea of Lantis swordfighting with Conrad. And let me just say that the mental image is too hot to let it pass, so... *____* I want to see them swordplaying NAOH.

Caldina would be friends with Celi and Anissina. XD Those three together would be really dangerous and scary. But it'd be so cool :D.
Then Presea and Anissina could be friends as well, since both love inventing ~~and torturing people~~ =D. And it could be interesting.

Then Rimi mentioned that it'd be lovely to see Gwendal and Mokona. Waaa, Gwen cannot unsee the cuteness that Moko-chan is.
And that kid!Ascot would play with Greta.
=D And then I was telling her that in the end Yuuri would end up adopting him for some reason.

XDDD I'm still unsure about the relationships with the rest, but somehow I could probably see Umi and Wolfram fighting (XD both have a very strong personality), or Wolfram saying that Yuuri's water dragon is cooler than Umi's and...dunno XDDDD it only sounds like trouble to me.
About Fuu, I'm not sure, she's really intelligent, so I guess she'd enjoy talking to Günter and they could enjoy having some nice intellectual conversations =D.

XDDDD And....I'm not sure about my beloved Guru Clef *sighs*. I'm having this weird idea that probably one of Murata's past lives could have met him? *gets bricked* I really really don't know *le sigh*

Oh, right, and dunno, thinking Lafarga could be friend of Jozak somehow. XDDD I'm not sure how yet.

:D And that's the main idea. I'll see if I can come up with something interesting *laughs*.
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Then again, the other day, I was telling Lena how cool could be to have Murata and Shinou in FMA universe.

Honestly, Murata and Shinou would tease both Ed and Al into fullfilling one of Shinou's wishes and they'd end with nothing XDDD.

It was a cracky idea that sadly, I didn't save while I was commenting it with her, but it was something like this:

Murata somehow joins them saying he knows a place where they can find the Philosopher's stone. Of course, Murata looks suspicious. Ed suspects, but Al doesn't think he's dangerous XDD.
So Murata travels with them. We have crack, we have mystery, etc.

And in the end, we have Shinou, saying how glad he is for all of what they did for him.
Ed asks for the stone, but of course Shinou says that he destroyed it because his life was in peril. Of course, he mentions Murata knew that was the reason he was hiding, but even after destroying it his life was still in danger XDD.

And then Murata would say, "Maa, how could I have forgotten that detail."
And it ends with crack and a VERY ANGRY Ed, of course XDDDDDDDDD.
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And this idea is not a crossover, but OMG!!! XD

(Nodame Cantabile)

XDD After the videos I posted on my other account, I was thinking how COOL it would be for Nodame or the Rising Star Orchestra to try something like that. XD Of course Chiaki would say they're all insane, but it would be a nice one-shot or a nice pic with them playing veggies :D.
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And let me vent a bit about KKM now (no spoilers, Lena :P)

Really, I'm starting to think that all the bashing that has been going around is starting to have a bad effect on me, because as much as I love Wolfyuu/Yuuram, somehow I dunno...I'm starting to feel all sad, like if I post more Wolfyuu fanart, some people will think I'm just one of 'those bashing' fans, if you get what I mean. And it makes me extremely sad.
Because, yeah, they're my favorite pairing, but I love many other pairings too. I'm like a ship!whore who see all the possibilities out there and have fun with them.
I mean, if it weren't like that, the other day I'd not have been joking with my friend Rimi about Adalbert/Wolfram ~~and traumatizing her to death XD~~ or Maou!Yuuri/Conrad.
I even have in my KKM fanart folder Conyuu, because the art is pretty! And Murayuu and MuraWolf, etc. ~~Can we have some nice ConradMurata(Jozak) in the future? Y/Y?~~

These stupid wars and bashing are driving me insane. And to be honest, I don't think I was able to enjoy the WolframxYuuri moments of the last episode at all because of that. It's a silly thought, but it's true. And I don't want that to happen.

I really wish fandom could grow up and learn a bit from Reborn fandom, for example. The pairings and possibilities are infinite and we all have fun and respect each other and enjoy other people's fics/art/graphics/etc.

And I think it was that stupid fic's fault. I read it, I read that person's 'warning', I read the comments, and it made me extremely sad how someone could behave that way. And it was sad to see people 'supporting' her. It was really disappointing.

And I don't want that to affect me or my mood to draw fanarts/write silly stuff. I just...don't. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!

I'm sorry I comment about this here, but I can't post it on my other journal right now, at least not like this. *sighs*.

And that's all for today ^^. Hope next post will have something interesting and less ranting XD.

Btw, Rimi. I still want at least a one-shot of that Supernatural/FMA idea of yours *___*. You'd make me so so happy!!

More crack ideas and um...more? XD

Tue, 29 Apr 2008 03:51:39 GMT

~~I need to make/get more icons~~

Before I start with my crack, just a brief message to my friend Rimi:

THIS IS YOUR REMINDER, RIMI!!!
WRITE A THEME ON THE COMMENTS SO WE CAN START WITH THE PRACTICE!!! And give me a date @@

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Now, onto the crack

*__* Okay, so watching Vampire Knight seems to not making me any good at all. There's this character, Iichijou (sp?), who reminds me A LOT of Fay (Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles). Not only how he looks but the way he acts too. *___* The thing is...well, you know of Fay's vampiric problem, right? XDD

And don't ask me, but...I don't know if I'd love him to be there, but I would so much want to see AT LEAST how the Cross Academy uniform fits him *___*.

XD Though, it'd be an interesting AU to have Fay there too...

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Ruby, I didn't notice something about the three characters of the other day. XDDD I'm so distracted lately.
Mukuro, Seishirou and Lelouch have in common ONE OF THEIR EYES and just TODAY I noticed it *fails*. Man, now I want them to form a club or something, lololol (kidding? XD.) Why didn't I notice this earlier. Now more than ever, I want to draw them (or to see you draw them??? *_____*)

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XD Oh, right. Again, it seems my mind is messing with me...and crossovering EVERYTHING.
A few days ago (I think two weeks?) I started reading a manga called "Immortal Rain". It's kind of interesting, but there was something that started to bother me a bit XDDD

o_o Does this character remind you of another character or am I just hallucinating here?

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Fragment of doom (no crack, shock)

Thu, 24 Apr 2008 04:14:29 GMT

D: This is in hopes I can probably make Lena feel a bit better (XD and embarrass myself.)

^__^ This is a fragment of something I was writing for my fic of ultimate doom (that'll probably never see day of light, lala.)

XD I translated a bit in a rush, so I'm sorry for the mistakes.

I love this part, though I don't like the scene where I used it, so I'll still use it somewhere else (in the future when I continue writing it, someday, year... XD)

And, this is Wolfram talking to Yuuri.

"Why do you want to prove something to me in the first place? I know what you're capable of. You are a king that, even if doesn't know how to properly use a sword and do many other things, has accomplished more for our kingdom than ourselves. Naïve and a wimp, but always hoping that things will turn out well in the end and, one way or another, achieving it. Not everything is solved by means of force, but hard work and faith. That, you have shown to me; however, it's not always like that. You have to continue doing what you're good for, only what you can do and that no one can defeat you in. Then, let the rest, us, do whatever we're good for and fight for what we love." [description of the moment cut] "I would not like to see you suffer because you had to face the cruelty of war and kill people. That's something I'd not love you to witness. That's not a future I want for you. Continue being yourself and let us protect your dreams for a better world."

^^ So even if Yuuri doesn't say it himself, I think Wolfram realizes what his worst nightmare (or one of them) would be that.

So, don't worry, Lena!!!!!!! ^___^ I'm sure they'll like everything!!!

(Now I'm back to my drawing *flees*)

List of Crossovers

Wed, 23 Apr 2008 03:05:41 GMT

List of crossovers I liked from F!S Xover fanwork meme.

^_^ Will probably become ficlets or drawings.

1. Characters: Haruhi Suzumiya and Tamaki Suoh
Respective Fandoms: Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuuutsu and Ouran High School Host Club
Type of Fanwork: Fic, art, whatever.
Plot/Theme/Details: Epic combination of the SOS Brigade and the Host Club.
Anything else: Epic Homeric Poetry?
Comment: XDDDDD I'm still not sure of the idea, but I find it awesome. And I'm sure Tamaki would support one of Haruhi's ideas to search for the supernatural!!

2. Characters: Walter Dornez (Old Walter please) and Iroh
Respective Fandoms: Hellsing and Avatar: The Last Airbender
Type of Fanwork: Anything!
Plot/Theme/Details: Tea! (Though if you're into slashing old men that would crack me up forever I'm sure.)
Anything else: I don't know exactly how this would work but part of me thinks it has to.
Comment: Awwwwwwwwwww, having them drink tea is just awesome. I want them to meet now!!!

3. Characters: Sirius Black and James "Sawyer" Ford
Respective Fandoms: Harry Potter and LOST
Type of Fanwork: Any kind's good
Plot/Theme/Details: Gen or slash is good. While on the run, Sirius hides out on the Island and runs into our favorite Southern con man.
Anything else: The more Sawyer-style nicknames, the better.
Comment: XDDD I prefer the idea of where did Sirius go after falling through the veil!!!? But Crossovering both worlds sounds interesting XD. Poor Sirius

4. Characters: Hokuto, Tomoyo and Utako
Respective Fandoms: Tokyo Babylon/X, Card Captor Sakura/Tsubasa RESERVoir CHRoNiCLE, CLAMP Campus-verse
Type of Fanwork: Any
Plot/Theme/Details: They're living together, all of them are 16 or so. Girl talk and/or threesome <3
Anything else: Hohoho
Comment: XDDD The idea of them being BFFs is so much love!!!!!!!

5. Characters: Hatsuharu Sohma & Ryoga Hibiki
Respective Fandoms: Fruits Basket & Ranma 1/2
Type of Fanwork: Don't care~
Plot/Theme/Details: They... get lost somewhere. THEY BOTH HAVE HORRIBLE SENSES OF DIRECTION. (Bonus points for integrating their animal forms somehow.)
Anything else: Pairing or not, it doesn't matter. XD I just want to see the lulz.
Comment: I want to do some crack with this!!!!!

6. Characters: Fai D. Flowright (OR YOUR PREFERRED SPELLING, WHATEVER) and Tamaki Suoh
Respective Fandoms: Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle and Ouran High School Host Club
Type of Fanwork: (fic/art/epic Homeric poetry/other/doesn't matter) ANYTHING
Plot/Theme/Details: (gen/pair/everyone is suddenly a seahorse/doesn't matter) Why do the twins get to have all the brotherly love fun? D:
Anything else: BONUS POINTS IF YOU CAN GET SOLOMON FROM BLOOD+ IN THERE SOMEHOW TOO.
Comment: XDDD Awwwwwwwww, dunno, I can only think it could be awesome to have the gang there. I'm sure Mokona would be so popular there *giggles*

7. Characters: Tenoh Haruka and Kinomoto Touya
Respective Fandoms: Sailor Moon and Cardcaptor Sakura
Type of Fanwork: doesn't matter
Plot/Theme/Details: GEN. They would be the best of friends, I know it. And they would poke gentle fun at their own/each other's significant others.
Anything else: I was DARED to write this as a pairing for a crossover meme but it would rock so hard as GEN.
Comment: XDDDDDDDDD Haruka and Touya as friends!!!!! I really want to see that!! Just, has to be done

Characters: Nazgul/Alucard/(Seras maybe)
Respective Fandoms: LotR and Hellsing
Type of Fanwork: doesn't matter
Plot/Theme/Details: pairing(++)/whatever, I'm easy.
Anything else:IDEALLY FAMILIARS ARE INVOLVED :DDD
Comment: XDDDDDDDDDDDD I know I won't do this but wanted to add it, just because I couldn't stop laughing when I read about it

8. Characters: Wolfram von Bielefeld, Draco Malfoy
Respective Fandoms: Kyou Kara Maou, Harry Potter
Type of Fanwork: Anything.
Plot/Theme/Details: Preferably gen.
Anything else: Bonus points for adding in the mothers.
Comment: XDDD Sorry, but I see crack going on here, especially because of Celi!!!

9. Characters: Yuuko, Cross
Respective Fandoms: xxxHolic, D.Gray-Man
Type of Fanwork: Fic or art!
Plot/Theme/Details: Yuuko tops, and you damn well know it.
Anything else: I think the above says it all.
Comment: XDDD I want to draw something gen for those two!!! I'd love to write it but I doubt my skills allow me to write something

9. Characters: Chrome Dokuro and Tomoe Hotaru
Respective Fandoms: Katekyo Hitman Reborn! and Sailor Moon
Type of Fanwork: Fic preferred, but I'll take anything.
Plot/Theme/Details: It ain't easy being possessed.
Anything else: I REGRET NOTHING.
Comment: *______* Just a pic of them would be awesome!!!

10. Characters: Yuuko, Iroh
Respective Fandoms: xxxHoLic, Avatar
Type of Fanwork: ohgod art would be the best thing ever but FIC IS AWESOME.
Plot/Theme/Details: Tea, and the idiots they look out for.
Anything else: Oh come oooooooon, this would be awesome!
Comment: More tea love!!!!!!!!! <3 And so much wise talk. Do want

11. Characters: Negi Springfield/Sakura Kinomoto
Respective Fandoms:Mahou Sensei Negima, CardCaptor Sakura
Type of Fanwork: doesn't matter
Plot/Theme/Details: Gen or Pair, something magical. Comparing Pactio cards to Sakura Cards perhaps XD maybe an appearance by Kero-chan and Chamo-kun.
Anything else: CUTE MAGE PAIRING IS CUTE
Comment: CUTENESS!!!!!!!!!! I love Negima, he's so cuuuuuute. And so is Sakura. And I'm sure Kero and Chamo would not get along well XD.

12. Characters: Murata and Lloyd.
Respective Fandoms: Kyou Kara Maou and Code Geass.
Type of Fanwork: I DON'T CARE
Plot/Theme/Details: SOMETHING AWESOME, LIKE AN AWESOME MEGANE TEA PARTY. actually, you know what, i don't fucking care BUT THE GLASSES GLINTING MUST BE INCLUDED
Anything else: LMFAO DON'T KILL ME
Comment: XDDD I'm starting to think I have a tea fetish!!!! But AWESOME!!!!

13. Characters: Dean Winchester & Giselle
Respective Fandoms: Supernatural & Enchanted
Type of Fanwork: Fic
Plot/Theme/Details: Fluff? Crack fluff? Whatever
Anything else: Much bewilderment on both sides would be good!!
Comment: XDDD Don't ask me, I just loved the idea!!!!!

14. Characters: Rokudo Mukuro/Lelouch Lamperouge
Respective Fandoms: Katekyo Hitman Reborn/Code Geass
Type of Fanwork: anything !
Plot/Theme/Details: if this have been already submitted, tell me (32 pages of comments @_@)
Comment: I must admit this one is because the idea is just awesome to let it pass. *____*

15. Characters: Edward Elric (and Roy Mustang and his crew, along with Armstrong and Hughes?) and Allen Walker (definitely all the regulars from the Black Order Headquarters).
Respective Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist and D.Gray-man
Type of Fanwork: Fic plz? Art would be cool though.
Plot/Theme/Details: I'm not picky, anything platonic or gen will do. ^^
Anything else: Ed and Allen need to compare their respective arms. The bean/beansprout issue is also a must to bring up. XD
Comment: XD definitely gen and crack!!!!!!!!

16. Characters: Shibuya Yuuri, Sohma Yuki
Respective Fandoms: Kyou Kara Maou, Fruits Basket
Type of Fanwork: Anything.
Plot/Theme/Details: Pairing or Platonic. Fluff. At a festival or something, maybe~?
Anything else: ... ...
Comment: XDDD For this one I loved more the idea to Xover both series. I already have an idea in my mind

17. Characters: Sakurazuka Seishiro and Rokudo Mukuro
Respective Fandoms: X/1999, Reborn!
Type of Fanwork: Anything
Plot/Theme/Details: Preferably gen. Mind-fuckery.
Anything else: Nada.
Comment: This one was just for guilty pleasure. It'd be so hot to see them fighting XDD