Last year I intended to draw more and write more. And to be honest I drew less than the previous year, which kind of made me mad. I'm not sure if I wrote more, though. There were also many things that were left unfinished and maybe that's why I have a slight feeling of frustration.

However, inspired by the great courage of a dear friend who, after a lot of thought, decided to show me a bit of one of her favorite fics (and I'm so waiting for her to write more T_______T), I finally decided to work more and procrastinate less. Also to not be as shy as before. If people like my silly things, fine. If they don't, well, at least I had fun doing it. If at least one person likes it, I'll be more than satisfied and happy. And that means also, that I want to finish that table of doom XD.

And with that goal in mind, for the moment, I present you my new and silliest KKM fic. XDD It's kind of AU-ish, with no spoilers.

( First tiny part here XD )

tiamat_tealover is energetic.

You've got the energy level of a small yip-yap dog. And, much like those dogs, I hope you get run over by an ice cream truck. Yeah, that's right. I said it.

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How can I get emotionally distant in my other journal and almost HYPER in this one??? XDDD

Agh, I was going to work this week on the WolfxMukuro thing this week, but since I'm sick, I can't seem to think properly or coherently *sighs*

XDD Okay, Ruby, here you go with my crazy idea that wants to become a multi-chaptered monster. I hope you enjoy it and that is not too crazy.

:P And sorry for spamming you, Lena.

Title: ==Not yet==
Series: Crossover (Kyou Kara Maou/Katekyou Hitman Reborn)
Rating: G (for now, I think XD)
Warning: Probably bad grammar (and very raw XD)
Note: XDDDD Ruby, if this pairing becomes my new OTP, I'll blame you forever!!!!!

And so much love to my new icon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

( Let's start the craziness )

I would not call this a prologue or a first chapter. XDD But for sure is going to be continued, ahahaha.

XD I never thought feeling mad would be so tiring... <---random revelation.
I wrote a rant to post here, but after I finished it somehow made me feel better (XD even if I'm not posting it anymore); however, I feel drained also.
I was telling a friend also about how much it seems I love to make my life more complex than it already is. D: Honestly, some things could be so easy. But oh well. XD It's true what was mentioned on my personality test about me wanting a calm life...

( Fandom is corrupting me in a very bad bad baaaaaaaaad way )

:P Anyways, I decided to put my bad feelings aside and start with the table of uber doom and procrastinate in the process @@ so hopefully I can finish it before the year ends *_*.

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Prompt: 7. Friends
Series: Kyou Kara Maou (XD how shocking) NO SPOILERS =D
Characters: Wolfram, Conrad, mentions of others.
Rating: G (D: because it seems that it's the only thing I can write XD)
Note: *__* Well, I wanted to write something like this for the Wolfram fanfic meme, but I was never able to finish it, so...
:P It's weird also how my mind works, writing fluff now.

( Friends )

Lalala, hope you liked it??? *_*

Okay, I think it's time to work on my writing more if I really want to improve and all that, and I found the perfect excuse for that, wahahahaha.

I saw this thing about a table on a friend's journal and I said, why not? It looks like fun... and I was going to do everything for KKM, but to be honest, I know me, and I will probably not get enough inspiration for that, so I will use many fandoms and if the muses of original touch me, I'll be glad too.

:P Rimi, tell me if you're interested also in this so we can choose another table too.

So here it goes....
Unfortunately, the next two weeks are going to be a bit busy and I will probably won't be able to work on it as much as I'd like to (not to mention chat. :( I'll miss chatting with Lena and Immie like always) unless I'm getting too stressed and I use it to calm myself down, ahahaha.

Taken for sheer pleasure from 100_situations

( Table of doom )

Also I remember there was a fanart challenge around somewhere... D: wonder where it was...

P.S. XD btw, it seems that some of my classes are finally paying off. I started oils a bit ago and it seems one of my teachers has liked the results a lot (XD I was a bit...not shocked, but it was kinda weird, ahahaha) and he was even asking me if I thought I would be able (if not now, in the future) to finish one or two paintings in a day and I was like, "what the hell? What? oO" and was telling me at how much I should sell paintings in the future and all. XDD I was...dunno the word to describe it. But it feels weird. Oh well... I think it's kinda the first time I feel I have improved a bit, even if it was a very weird compliment, I think XDDDD. It seems I'm not that bad with traditionals, lol.

Okay, I haven't written here in a while, but sometimes life is so weird I wonder where it is going anymore. XD And I guess my humor is not at its best right now (not because I'm cranky, but probably seem more distracted than usual.)

( Small thought before going to the fandom stuff )

Oh well, back to what brought me here. My friend Rimi (butterworth_3rd) and I finally started our project to finally practice and improve our writing skills (in my case, I hope my English isn't that weird that makes her eyes bleed.) and I know I still owe you a drawing!!! I hope my hands cooperate for other stuff than just my homework XD. XD Also to see if our imagination finally cooperate with us or something. So far I'm really excited. XD In the past, we have written inner mind theatres together in MSN and it was tons of fun, so I think we will have tons of fun also and I can pray she'll finally get enough inspiration to continue her fanfic :D.
XDD And I'm also kind of happy she started to read the Harry Potter books and it seems she's enjoying them a lot. XDD They eat your soul!! Guess I forgot to tell you.

Oh yeah, yeah... XDD I get distracted really easily.

( Random ideas are random )

( Awesome series is awesome )

I'm so thinking I really can't write long stories for the life of me.

This story that has been kept in the darkness of my comp for many months is so not cooperating. I decided I was going to finish it, no matter how long it takes me, how much I cry to achieve it (I hope this doesn't happen XD), etc. I'm determined.

( Now what's the problem then? )

XDDD And now I ask myself...this account was created for crack purposes.

WHERE'S THE CRACK?

Okay, I should be working now on my assignments and not procrastinating, but I had to say this now before it eats my soul.

( Some series ramblings )

( With that stated, now what?? )

And I'll go now before I start to write more stupid things XD.

EDIT: XDD I hope it's me being paranoid (and not right this time), but I hope me saying I found cute a Conrad/Yuuri moment doesn't make people think I'm such a traitor (?????) to Wolfyuu/Yuuram *laughs*. u_u I cannot help myself when it comes to cute moments in general. Sorry, fandom XDDDDDDDDDD.

*sighs* I FAIL at writing smut (XD or something like that), for serious.
And...I was supposed to finish the KKM cut scenes today, but...well... XD maybe they're not ready to see the light yet.

This was going to be a smut fic, but in the end the idea didn't want to be written like that. D: Why, oh why do I only write cute?

I blame butterworth_3rd and her dream about KKM's season 4 (XD yeah, YOU READ RIGHT), for serious!!!! It IS epic XDD.

I'm sorry, RIMI ;_________________;.
I'm sorry I took your awesome dream and that little line for my dark purposes XD. Be thankful the smut didn't want to be written and that I didn't involve kumahachi honey in this XDD.

Title: Light in a dark night
Characters: Shouri and Morgif, but mostly Shouri-centric. Mentions of Yuuri. (;___; It was going to be MorgifxShouri yes, you read right, I'm such a sick person x_x...maybe the next one?)
Genre: Kind of angsty??? dunno XD.
Rating: PG, I guess.
Note: Based a bit on butterworth_3rd's dream. Go read it? :D You're so gonna kill me, Rimi XDDDD
WARNING: Etto... Un-betaed????? oO


( I SO FAIL AT TRYING TO WRITE SMUT *SIGHS* )


WHY AM I PLUNNIED SO EASILY??? u_u saa, sad I couldn't write the smut *sniffs*. Maybe I'm not done for that.
XD Maybe it was better I didn't traumatize you.

First, waa, why life is so weird sometimes? *facepalm*
Just when I think I walked a step ahead, it feels like I'm being pulled from behind again *sighs*.

Okay, enough RL rant for my crack account.

Now let's go to our main topic today :D.
And it's behind a cut because of length XD.

( CROSSOVER OF DOOM!!!!!!!!!!! )

Then again, the other day, I was telling Lena how cool could be to have Murata and Shinou in FMA universe.

( XDD Silliness like woah )

And this idea is not a crossover, but OMG!!! XD

(Nodame Cantabile)

( What???? )

And let me vent a bit about KKM now (no spoilers, Lena :P)

( Uwaa??? )

And that's all for today ^^. Hope next post will have something interesting and less ranting XD.

Btw, Rimi. I still want at least a one-shot of that Supernatural/FMA idea of yours *___*. You'd make me so so happy!!

I need to make/get more icons

Before I start with my crack, just a brief message to my friend Rimi:

THIS IS YOUR REMINDER, RIMI!!!
WRITE A THEME ON THE COMMENTS SO WE CAN START WITH THE PRACTICE!!! And give me a date @@

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Now, onto the crack

*__* Okay, so watching Vampire Knight seems to not making me any good at all. There's this character, Iichijou (sp?), who reminds me A LOT of Fay (Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles). Not only how he looks but the way he acts too. *___* The thing is...well, you know of Fay's vampiric problem, right? XDD

And don't ask me, but...I don't know if I'd love him to be there, but I would so much want to see AT LEAST how the Cross Academy uniform fits him *___*.

XD Though, it'd be an interesting AU to have Fay there too...

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Ruby, I didn't notice something about the three characters of the other day. XDDD I'm so distracted lately.
Mukuro, Seishirou and Lelouch have in common ONE OF THEIR EYES and just TODAY I noticed it *fails*. Man, now I want them to form a club or something, lololol (kidding? XD.) Why didn't I notice this earlier. Now more than ever, I want to draw them (or to see you draw them??? *_____*)

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XD Oh, right. Again, it seems my mind is messing with me...and crossovering EVERYTHING.
A few days ago (I think two weeks?) I started reading a manga called "Immortal Rain". It's kind of interesting, but there was something that started to bother me a bit XDDD

( Resemblance D: ?????????? )

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D: This is in hopes I can probably make Lena feel a bit better (XD and embarrass myself.)

^__^ This is a fragment of something I was writing for my fic of ultimate doom (that'll probably never see day of light, lala.)

XD I translated a bit in a rush, so I'm sorry for the mistakes.

I love this part, though I don't like the scene where I used it, so I'll still use it somewhere else (in the future when I continue writing it, someday, year... XD)

And, this is Wolfram talking to Yuuri.

"Why do you want to prove something to me in the first place? I know what you're capable of. You are a king that, even if doesn't know how to properly use a sword and do many other things, has accomplished more for our kingdom than ourselves. Naïve and a wimp, but always hoping that things will turn out well in the end and, one way or another, achieving it. Not everything is solved by means of force, but hard work and faith. That, you have shown to me; however, it's not always like that. You have to continue doing what you're good for, only what you can do and that no one can defeat you in. Then, let the rest, us, do whatever we're good for and fight for what we love." [description of the moment cut] "I would not like to see you suffer because you had to face the cruelty of war and kill people. That's something I'd not love you to witness. That's not a future I want for you. Continue being yourself and let us protect your dreams for a better world."

^^ So even if Yuuri doesn't say it himself, I think Wolfram realizes what his worst nightmare (or one of them) would be that.

So, don't worry, Lena!!!!!!! ^___^ I'm sure they'll like everything!!!

(Now I'm back to my drawing *flees*)

List of crossovers I liked from F!S Xover fanwork meme.

^_^ Will probably become ficlets or drawings.

( Long list!!! )